Searching for a sanctuary, a place that harm can't find
Somewhere that I feel safe and peace within my mind
looking through these black holes and finding nought but pain
A thunderstorm or lightning, that comes with driving rain
The mind plays tricks so many times, it's hard to know whats real
Or even to decipher, exactly what I feel
Waking every morning, with dread and fear inside
Knowing that the day, will leave nowhere to hide
I put on all my makeup and smile to all who pass
A fading false persona, that leaves me feeling crass
No protection offered and nothing left to gain
Yet another day, that always feels the same
I try to hide and disappear, from the human race
always I am looking, to find my own good place
