Saturday 6 November 2010

My Guide

These hard times are when I look to you more
I don’t know how much, of this that I can endure
You are my rock, my stability aid
You keep me safe when I am afraid

You are my guide my understanding
You give me sense when I’m insane
I feel I’m being too demanding
But you’re my shelter from the rain

You stand beside me providing support
You always teach me, what I’ve never been taught
To live without you I could never do
But I know that you’re always there for me too

You are my guide my understanding
You give me sense when I’m insane
I feel I’m being too demanding
But you’re my shelter from the rain

You’re always stronger, than I’ve ever been
You’re eyes have seen more, than I could have seen
But you will always, be more than a friend
And you’ll be with me till the bitterest end

You are my guide my understanding
You give me sense when I’m insane
I feel I’m being too demanding
But you’re my shelter from the rain

Wanted

I have been thinking, so much for a while
And it has left me at the base of the pile
But I must do something to climb up again
I’ve got to move on and I must lose this pain

If you don’t want me, maybe someone else will
But that won’t stop me from loving you still
My heart will be yours, if you want it back
You know where to find me, and all that I lack

I hadn’t planned on being single so soon
Cause I thought I’d won both the sun & the moon
But the bombshell that hit me when you said the words
Has turned me around and crashed in my world

If you don’t want me, maybe someone else will
But that won’t stop me from loving you still
My heart will be yours, if you want it back
You know where to find me, and all that I lack

I feel such a fool, the way that I feel
I could have sworn that this was the real deal
But you held the aces while I had just twos
And ever since that point I’ve been singing the blues

If you don’t want me, maybe someone else will
But that won’t stop me from loving you still
My heart will be yours, if you want it back
You know where to find me, and all that I lack

I span the wheel and your number came up
But I needed support just like a newly born pup
I couldn’t stand up without you there by my side
And you were the one in who I chose to confide

Stand Up

Tired and lonely I sit by the door
Looking outside I don’t want to explore
My soul is gone to a lonelier place
All I see now is the look on your face

I’ve got to stand up and take on the pain
I’ve got go out and stand in the rain
If I fall down and you are not there
Theres always someone to pick me up and to care

I hide away from the world outside
Yet search for friends in who I can confide
My heart feels empty where there was so much Love
Inside I’m dying but when push comes to shove

I’ve got to stand up and take on the pain
I’ve got go out and stand in the rain
If I fall down and you are not there
Theres always someone to pick me up and to care

When I need you, I look for your arms
And disappear in the thoughts of your charms
Then the dream dies along with my heart
And suddenly I’m right back at the start

I’ve got to stand up and take on the pain
I’ve got go out and stand in the rain
If I fall down and you are not there
Theres always someone to pick me up and to care

When a thought slips through my head
And something hits me about the words that you said
You changed completely from the woman I knew
Whatever happened, What did you go through

I’ve got to stand up and take on the pain
I’ve got go out and stand in the rain
If I fall down and you are not there
Theres always someone to pick me up and to care

Time Stands Still

Time stands still when I look at you
Your eyes shine brighter every time
You give me life when I feel lost
When I speak your name it always rhymes

Could I be the happiest person ever in the world
Your love gives me more as it slowly is unfurled
There’s nothing I won’t do to keep you by my side
The Love I feel inside happens when our worlds collide

Sitting here staring at your picture
Makes my mind wander to a special place
When we’re apart I think of nothing else
I truly feel that I’m winning in this race

Could I be the happiest person ever in the world
Your love gives me more as it slowly is unfurled
There’s nothing I won’t do to keep you by my side
The Love I feel inside happens when our worlds collide

A dream that came into my reality
You came in and set my world alive
The change I felt was brighter than the lightning
Now any storm I know I will survive

Could I be the happiest person ever in the world
Your love gives me more as it slowly is unfurled
There’s nothing I won’t do to keep you by my side
The Love I feel inside happens when our worlds collide

The Street

I’m watching the trees outside my room
The dulling light creates the gloom
A streetlight flickers, as it awakes
An eerie sight it starts to make
I sit in darkness, all alone
But not to cry, or gripe or moan
I like my life and where I’m at
I’ve lived my dreams of this and that
The darkness is falling faster still
As houses light up and streetlights fill
The daylight fades, but the night time sun
Lights the world, and peoples fun
I watch the people return from work
To just relax or go berserk
To pubs and clubs they all depart
As the evening becomes the start
They leave the hum drum all behind
For fun and leisure they will find
Some men on mobiles walk their dogs
The dogs chase rabbits and sniff at hedgehogs
A group of women pass my room
Off on a night out they all must zoom
The cars are driving far too fast
A gang of youths has just walked passed
They’ll cause some trouble for some poor soul
But they’ll be happy they made their goal
And as my eyes feel heavy and tired
I look at the world that I admired
The evening’s ending once again
But tomorrow they’ll be back, sunshine or rain
I close my eyes and drift away
To sunnier places where I will stay
Well for a while at least till morn
Then the day will be reborn

The

The rose that bleeds its petals dry
The tear that falls from my tired eye
The heart that burns without control
The darkness deep within my soul
The burnig sun, thefreezing snow
The feelings I wish I wouldn’t show
The brightest light , the darkest place
The smile that’s fallen from my face
The open door, the closing Gate
The words were spoke that sealed my fate
The fresh cut grass I love to breathe
The thoughts of you I just can’t leave
The wind that passes through the trees
The need I have to get off my knees
The friends who guide me through my days
The paths I tread, the different ways
The things that happen come what may
The choice I make, The price I pay
The choices that are made in haste
The Love I have just goes to waste
The truth that guides our every move
The fact I have so much to prove
The forces that touch everyone
The fact that you and me are one

Cold

I’m cold as I stand here out in the rain
Everything’s empty all that’s left is the pain
Tired eyes are half closed as I look at the clock
Time just stood still from the moment you knocked
I knew what was coming before you arrived
That is the reason I was hiding my eyes
I couldn’t let you see me, my eyes full of tears
It just was too much after all of these years
You opened the door with that look on your face
Suddenly everything seemed out of place
The words that you said flew past my head
Cause just at that moment my mind just felt dead
I didn’t want to accept that anything was true
Especially the words that were coming from you
I know that it happens but what had I done
I gave you everything but now you just run
As you turned to leave, I couldn’t resist
At least as we part please remember my kiss
I’m cold as I stand here out in the rain
Everything’s empty all that’s left is the pain